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*sigh* I need to find a way to get everything done I need to, without having to go to sleep so late I wake up between noon and 2pm. Problem is, I do all the cooking, cleaning, and I watch Zoids every day and have gotten stuck on a schedule of getting up at noon-2pm, showering, dusting and such until Zoids, watching that, making dinner, then sitting down for a couple hours to finally unwind and chat with the rest of the house, then I clean the kitchen, do the dishes and put them away, do other 'noisy' cleaning that's best done with everyone asleep, and by then it's 4-6am again. And I specifically need to be asleep from 7am-10am. Erf.

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Ya' know, I feel like double-updating without waiting even 2 hours between. I don't know how many people care about RPG's like ShadowRun, but I thought of something morbidly sick and twisted that can be done with it. Open up Matrix, Rigger3, and imagine a character as follows: Mage, with a Rating-6 Cyberdeck with `Trodes. Lock in 6 rating-6 Remote Control Decks into the FUP's on the Cyberdeck. Load up enough extra RAM to run lots of stuff too. Now lock in 6 rating-6 Agents with Remote Control on them. Now get 36 drones, little cheap-ass ones. The Agents control the drones, and respond to orders from you inside the deck. Lock in, let em' rip, hell jack out at the point if you want. Tell all the Agents to 'protect you with the drones, crash them into anyone that shoots at you' and go on your `Run like normal. :-) Hell, wanna be sick? Get a good drone like a Steel Lynx, make an Anchored Foci with something like Improved Aim on it. Now you have a drone that'll take care of spirits for you too. :-)

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Ya' know, I'm just a regular Streetcorner Preacher tonight, aren't I? Just keep letting things spew out, can't think of when to close the pie-hole. Ah well, might as well finish what I wanna say. :-)

This one's really simple. Just been thinking about my friends. Which ones I actually care about. Which ones keep treating me like a friend, then suddenly turn cold, then hot again. And which ones I'd rather never have met. Been thinking about which ones I wish I had a way to help, which ones I wish would give me the time of day, which ones I wish would actually be a friend instead of a leech...

To those that need to hear this: Just ask, I'll be there. You know it, just please believe it.
To those that need to hear this: Just go away. You're not !@#%!@#$% wanted.
To those that need to hear this: No, I don't care about that story about the Eel's of Io's third mood that you've told be 50 times before.
To those that deserve to hear this: Please, be safe. Know that you're in my thoughts and dreams and I hope I'm able to be there when I'm needed.