Am I really such a horrible person?

[wolfwings]

I've been talking with my landlord/boss/friend sysable or Mark Merlino as most of you may know him as.

It's come to my attention that numerous people, including specifically ben_raccoon find me to be, to put it bluntly, an asshole.

So, I'm posting this as an open question. Have I really turned into that much of an asshole as of late towards everyone, or have I always been one, and simply not known it and/or been fooling myself that I was a good person? =-.-=

It seems like everyone and everything I care about has been slipping through my fingers, and it really, royally, sucks. dragonballx is something I was all raring-to-go for, but I can barely get the energy up to read the existing stuff, let alone post anything. And that's what was my driving force for a while, to say nothing of other things like all the Yahoo Groups I belong to.

I guess this is a huge post to ask for thoughts, especially from those that may not like me, as to how I can improve, or at least what they've seen me do wrong specifically so I can search for a way to improve, even if they can't tell me how.

And yes, I should be in bed, but I just can't get to sleep. =-.-=

Comments

a definshion of a person

[katvixen.livejournal.com]

wolfy wolf... I personally never thaugh of you as an asshole. I believe we don't think or live on teh same mental plane. Whut is earth shattering important to me is liek 14 on your list. I find i think of you more like a wolf / cub who is learning as he goes along. mucth like a normal wolf would if thay where rouges. You are a bold person, who don't know when you may be stepping on peoples tailes til that yelp. It is all apart of the learning and growing experance.

OK that is my two cents and i have argued more with you then anyone (besides your mother)

always playful Baping
Kat Vixen

Re: a definshion of a person

[wolfwings.livejournal.com]

And I think all those arguments we used to get into, in some way, improved us both. Yeah, I may not have conceeded a point at the time, but I can think of a couple times when, later on, something you'd said would finally 'click' and I'd understand.

Thanks, Kat. *hugs* For not killing me, but trying when it was needed. =^.^=