Am I really such a horrible person?
Aug. 25th, 2003 03:05 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
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sysable or Mark Merlino as most of you may know him as.
It's come to my attention that numerous people, including specificallyben_raccoon find me to be, to put it bluntly, an asshole.
So, I'm posting this as an open question. Have I really turned into that much of an asshole as of late towards everyone, or have I always been one, and simply not known it and/or been fooling myself that I was a good person? =-.-=
It seems like everyone and everything I care about has been slipping through my fingers, and it really, royally, sucks.dragonballx is something I was all raring-to-go for, but I can barely get the energy up to read the existing stuff, let alone post anything. And that's what was my driving force for a while, to say nothing of other things like all the Yahoo Groups I belong to.
I guess this is a huge post to ask for thoughts, especially from those that may not like me, as to how I can improve, or at least what they've seen me do wrong specifically so I can search for a way to improve, even if they can't tell me how.
And yes, I should be in bed, but I just can't get to sleep. =-.-=
sysable or Mark Merlino as most of you may know him as.It's come to my attention that numerous people, including specifically
ben_raccoon find me to be, to put it bluntly, an asshole.So, I'm posting this as an open question. Have I really turned into that much of an asshole as of late towards everyone, or have I always been one, and simply not known it and/or been fooling myself that I was a good person? =-.-=
It seems like everyone and everything I care about has been slipping through my fingers, and it really, royally, sucks.
dragonballx is something I was all raring-to-go for, but I can barely get the energy up to read the existing stuff, let alone post anything. And that's what was my driving force for a while, to say nothing of other things like all the Yahoo Groups I belong to.I guess this is a huge post to ask for thoughts, especially from those that may not like me, as to how I can improve, or at least what they've seen me do wrong specifically so I can search for a way to improve, even if they can't tell me how.
And yes, I should be in bed, but I just can't get to sleep. =-.-=
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Date: 2003-08-25 11:16 pm (UTC)I would have to say in the typical form of the word, no your not an asshole. But also i like to think of it this way, everyone is an asshole according to someone else and everyne is an asshole in some way that another person isnt, i could be considerd an asshole because of my nasty attitude, wich very few have been treated with. you could be considerd an asshole because your views on what is acceptable decisions doenst match someone elses (example v-chan's standing on the laguna beach thing). Yes your logic is different than alot of ours, considering everyone has thier own different logic, the majority of people grew up with the same type of logic but applied in different ways if i'm making any sense here which i'm probably not.
However i dont consider you an asshole unless yoru acting like one, and EVERYONE has their moments, just some more than others. Then again you know me, i'll let you know when your acting like one. I could come up with dozens of words to describe you but as i will not get into that right now because i'm falling asleep and in state of missing the bunny again my mind is starting to wander so i think thats all. If it doesnt make sense sorry but in short
No your not an asshole though sometimes you do act like one.